It's that point of the festival, where meetings, meals, parties, art,
 and discussions have accumulated to the point of a blissful overload. 
The barrage of interesting encounters snowballs over the course of Faki -
 from smelling flowers in the botanical garden to meeting a human 
resources manager who hates her life in the courtyard of Medika - 
collecting into a feeling that's at once overwhelming and blissful. It's 
like you reach the stratosphere of conception and then slingshot 
straight out into outer space (with accompanying feelings of freedom).
Day
 5 is the last real day of the festival, with only a special 'Critic's 
Forum' to come today on Day 6. In this event, we will try to put the 
theme of Physical Theatre into a critical context, bringing together 
some threads that are lying around into a tightly-woven towel of 
critical conception. But as I try to get my head around the 
pronunciation of Croatian surnames and cases (in the program I am 
amusingly referred to as Richarda Pettifera, which apparently creates 
all kinds of headaches for the Google algorithm), I am thinking again 
about the role of criticism in such situations.
Criticism
 feels like a lost cause at the moment. Cultural norms have shifted in 
favour of the artist or author - the bearer of first-person voice - and 
away from the critic, traditionally a guardian of the 4th Estate. 
Defending this territory is actually more an act of perpetual revival, 
akin to bailing water after the floodgates have broken. Even 
understanding a little bit the problems of maintaining a sense of common
 public discourse (its whiteness, its patriarchy, its capacity for 
body-shaming, its erasure of certain histories, the list goes on) I 
openly and somewhat nostalgically advocate for critical discussion on 
(flawed) neutral platforms, without the personal and with a shared 
attempt to create empathy, cross boundaries, promote social advancement 
and so on. No platform is neutral, but some are more neutral than 
others.
The biggest attack on criticism comes from 
those who propose to support it. The protection of 'Free Speech' rarely 
refers to a public domain, and much more to instances where what is 
discussed is not convenient to their (visible or invisible) cause. That 
is never the point of criticism. If I write on work, I always do it with
 an explicit agenda of furthering public discourse and discussion, of 
introducing new ideas, conflicts, and challenges. It is much easier that
 we do not attempt to conceive artwork, because this may, heaven forbid,
 result in some shifts in cultural perceptions. The attack on critical 
thinking is motivated by a desire for are nothing to change. 
My work today is to address the organised chaos of last night's 
Lift and Carry
 from NeverEndingCompany. The promised interview with Puzzle Pie(s)ces 
will have to wait for the train ride home tomorrow morning - among the 
accumulation, I have simply run out of time here.
Lift and Carry
Apocalypse
 is a dangerous idea. It's not that its false - the end of the world is 
undoubtedly a very real possibility in various ways. It's just that the 
concept holds massive fears for many, concerned with preserving the 
illusion of immortality in one way or another. This makes it open to 
manipulation and abuse by powerful interests and ideologies. Beginning 
with its conception in Christianity, apocalypse is evoked to ignore the 
more immediate and material suffering of others. Lately, this manifests 
as a difficult point of climate science - how to communicate the real 
and present dangers without sparking a slide into ecofascism or 
dystopian realities of white supremacy.
 
The
 end of the world is, of course, a reality. All things come to an end, 
like a good novel, or a festival. The way we conceive it is powerful, 
and various symbols have been created to attempt to illustrate and 
communicate  it - the subject of much religious art, for example. 
Lately, the media has picked it up as a recurring motif for human 
self-hate, that our capacity to destroy ourselves and our subsequent 
feelings of guilt make the best possible clickbait, a kind of obsessive 
existential doubt about human activity in general.
Lift and Carry's
 apocalypse event results in a short sweep and vacuum of the stage to 
the tune of one of Mahler's 
Chorus Mysticus. That's a comforting conception 
by any measure. There's a certain accountability to it - if you make 
mess, clean it up. And if you find that mundane, then please put on some
 music you like - something emotive. And at the end you can fire a 
glitter bomb as a special reward for your work.
What
 precedes this deliberately anti-climactic plot device is essentially 3 
separate performances, staggered in their timing over the course of four
 hours, and with each adding 5 minutes to a single performance (so 5' at
 18.00, 10' at 19.00, 15' at 20.00 and so on). New renditions or 'openings' repeat the 
previous material, adding new perspectives to the pre-existing 
performance. The 'final' piece is displayed in its full 20 minutes in 
the final rendition.
I
 say 'final' because, really, the piece functions as a complete whole 
over the course of 4 hours, and audience arriving for only the last opening will have a totally different experience to one who was there 
from the beginning (I believe the same was true in a previous, slightly 
different version developed in Stuttgart's 
Akadamie Schloss Solitude). 
This is, in a sense, a privileging of viewing positions, and creates 
some nice divisions between neighbours - some of whom may be seeing a 
moment for the first time, some for the fourth. It also broadens out the
 festival theme of 'physical theatre' into something like 'metaphysical 
theatre', relating to the arrangement or assemblage of objects in time 
and space.